I'm starting to make decisions that are best for me. I'm done with the chasing, the courting and the expectations. Karma hates me. I've realized that the damages I've caused are now being cosmically returned (not) in my favor. If that means that walls need to be built up 10 feet high in order for me to lack this void I keep experiencing, then here goes my best try. I'm only trying to compete with the walls I've faced.